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About Me Member Procrastinator KisaxPeppermintFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Begin the end.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 6:10 PM
[Uber dramatic? Not sure. Deep and sincere? Heck yes.
I wanted to reflect my thoughts on these few days. It's been a rocky ride but it'll soon be over.]

As a person, I believe my thinking had ceased these few days.

Lately, I've been in a rutt trying to deal with myself and understand exactly what was happening to me. Bottom line, I like someone, and didn't know what to do.

About 4 good friends gave me some advice and a group of my close friends are going to stand by me as I see what happens as of tomorrow. What happens is up to fate and the person, though I will be ready for anything.

It took me much too long to realize I would have to be hurt sooner or later, by myself or by someone else. Ultimately, my decision stands firm, but when and where I will finish it off is up to time and convenience.

It's been a 5 day rutt and I'm ready to get out.

I can come out stronger or more hurt than I was, but I'll try whatever it takes to stop from hurting myself.

Tomorrow or anytime there after could be the worst of my life as it stands, or the best. I'll get over it.

This is the beginning of one of two possibilities. What will happen, only time will tell.

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Heart beating.
  • Reading: My thoughts on life.
  • Watching: Stars.
  • Playing: --
  • Eating: Cookies.
  • Drinking: --

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Excuse the crappiness. This is moi, and to avoid turning this into stalker central, I kept the info. VERY general.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Earth!
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: I think I'm S...
  • Interests: Drawing| video games|music|chickens| Anime| Manga
  • Favourite movie: 21
  • Favourite band or musician: -insert name of band/musician here-
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything with a good beat!
  • Favourite artist: Uh...the cat down the street?
  • Favourite poet or writer: James Patterson
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: A Compaq Desktop (Until I move out at least)
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: A chocolate covered one
  • Wallpaper of choice: Bleach|Negima!|Death Note|Harvest moon|Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei
  • Skin of choice: Mine (Just FYI, I'm Asian...yeah...)
  • Favourite game: Tales of Symphonia 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS and Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Uryuu Ishida from Bleach?
  • Personal Quote: Dude...Just because you're boring, doesn't mean I have to be normal, too.
  • Tools of the Trade: Paper|Pencil|MS Paint|evil Adobe Photoshop Elements

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Comments


:iconlildarkkid24:
Oh yes and you have Tablet right?

Whats a good one to get? :3

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
If you want one that's about $100 that's got pressure, bamboo fun is good.

Research. Do it.

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D
:iconlildarkkid24:
I have researched it for 1 and a half hours now.

Bamboo Fun does not look fun.

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
If you get used to it, it gets easier.

It's the best tablet under like 500 bucks.

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D
:iconlildarkkid24:
$500 is still alot for me ><

Not like my parents will get it for me unless its a x-mas gift...

Idk. Maybe

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconlildarkkid24:
Oh yes and i am starting my own animation including you and Joy.

Tell her or not. Either way idc and im still doing it.

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconlildarkkid24:
...Although don't expect it for a long time.

I still need a story board ><

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconlildarkkid24:
After you post my drawing i proabably won't have to use deviant art ever again so hurry up :O

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconlildarkkid24:
...You take your hate of a fake person seriously...

-Makes mental note never to get on bad side-
:fear:

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
o__o
MAYBE. HAI MIKEY.

Wow are you really that scared of me?

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D
:iconlildarkkid24:
So when are you gonna finish my drawing?

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Maktub- It is written. ~The Alchemist

Once you are born you will die. It does not matter how you die because you will be dead either way. But how will you live?
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
FINE YOU WANT AN UGLY PICTURE? .__. I WILL POST THE SKETCH NOW.

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D
:icontehizu:
Thanks for the lovely faves hurhur :heart:
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
HURHURHUR.

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D
:iconaznjess:
[link] har har, worst fan fiction ever, or if your too lazy to read it, these people can read it for you [link]

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in my pants.
:iconkisaxpeppermint:
Wow....I got through 1/4 of it...

Gosh, that's awful.

Understatement of the year! :x

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..::--Drawing is fun--::.. Fame is overrated. =D

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